幸福摩天轮

feel so uncomfortable this two days ,

sore throat and my voice have changed ..

running nose until i cant smell anything ,

but i didnt feel really sick larh ,

just like normal ..

god bless..

feel a bit lonely tonight ,

lou gong is doing assignment at his college , overnight

so i cant have a talk with him ,

and the worse is he is too busy until didnt realise his phone is vibrating ,

so , he is not going to sms with me ..

he really looks so busy ..

haaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

what to do ?? haha

i cant do anything also ,

i rather doing assignments with him for the whole night at the school then staying at home missing him so much ,

i know i should be more independent ,

i know we cant stick to each other everyday ..

try bah ..:(

i am wondering why some couple can maintain their relationship by just texting each other ,

they are so pro !! haha

well , no point i am complaining here while i told myself not to complain about this anymore..

is time to study ,

good night darling ! hope you can complete your assignments and wont be so tired everyday ..=]

不理我就不理!

不回我就不回!

你去走你的独木桥!

谁怕谁?

别在意他了,他根本不把你放在眼里

你再这样我就真的讨厌我自己了

人家不领情你又何必呢?

别等他的回信,不要抱任何期望,

最后只剩下失望罢了...

别再为他流泪了..

went to ttc this morning , until 1pm..nesylia joined ttc too ...hehe then online whole day , chatting with nicholas just now .well , it is nice to chat with someone during the holidays ..although exam had passed , but i feel holiday is a bit lifeless ..anyway, i went lagoon with my classmates last saturday , the lagoon outing was amazing !! but...something happened , but i ignored it ..i wont destroy my mood just because of that ..=p i get a conclusion after i came back from lagoon , i think it will be great if go there with bf/gf and a gang of friends..=] especially water park ..I hope there will be another outing soon ..haha

Good luck in your college life ..

work hard yea =]

but i cant find any i like...haih..

Buh bye ...

i think u reached aus rite ? good luck and take care =]

remember find a leng lui come back arh ...=p

thankyou for everything .

i seriously will miss you ..

SEE U ON 10th of April...(dun ffk i tell u)hehe

Never forget us and CHS ..

if not...hehehehehe

try and see ..bluek...

keep in touch ya ..=]

dont so miss us and remember what you said..lalala

take care !

不要总在你们相处的时候打游戏或者上电脑。当你不亦乐乎的时候，她也许已经觉得很被冷落，而你却只注意着你的电脑。

哈哈今晚真的是太太太闷了！！所以突然心血来潮就po这几张从peiyein的blog拿来的照片..=p

dang dang dang dang...this is my partner ..=]

i grown taller !!! wakakakaka =p

my beloved frenssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss <3

20/12/2010 (monday)

i reached pei yein house around 4 smtg , and then we went chia jun's house ....we make up at his house , his room !! haha i 1st time make up in front a guy ..=p hmm...actualy i 4gt to bring many things , even earings ! haha i lend from pei yein ...haha yesterday i oni realised ,without my mum i cant make up ! bcz sure mcm ghost de ...hahaha at the end is yein hlp me de ...THAKNS DARLING ..=] but i really 不习惯 the pei chi tat after making up ...>< so weird ...haha we walk from jun hse to wen yi hse at around 6pm....thn wen yi's kor kor fetch us to shangrila hotel...yein's high heels is vry high + it hurts ...so she nid to hold SOMEONE'S HAND while walking around ...lalala i finally saw my beloved lou gong !!!! hehe he looks so smart leh ytd ..i'll go this prom just because of him =] yesterday was awesome and amazing ...this will bcm one of the precious memories between us ..<3

"homeng , 如果accident 是不是你给钱？？"

hahaha joke...

我从来不知道，西装外套可以那么好穿...

27th november ----- 3rd december ..

first day

woke up at 3am ans ate breakfast at Mc donald which located at LCCT airport ..when we reached hanoi -vietnam , we saw our tour guide handing a paper which writting " raub group"  and waiting us . HAHA i never wonder my mum so cute will put this name ..=p after that , we had or lunch at a reataurant named " banana flower " such a cute name .. and we walk around the hanoi city the whole day ..=]

vietnam food quite nice de , got a bit similar with thai food but not so spicy ..

this is de lake and de temple that located at the middle of hanoi city ..we saw many bride who taking their 婚纱照here..

water puppet ..all of us fall asleep while watching this show..haha duno is too tired or too boring ..

we sit on this 三轮车，looking around at the 36条古街..got many things sold there !! =p

second day

we woke up early in the morning and take bus to HA LONG BAY ..omg ..it is so beautiful and i love the ship that we live ! hehe

I LOVE HA LONG BAY !! haha =p i swim in the sea too ....even though it is veryyyyy cold , but i mever regret ..

third day , fourth day and fifth day

we went ho chi minh on the third day , ho chi minh is a big city but it is not the capital of vietnam ..Hanoi is de capital because it is bigger ..guess what ?? vietnam's motorbike is more than de people who live in malaysia ! we went floating market too ..( mekong river )

guess wad ?? whn i am on the domestic flight , a handsome vietnamese 空中少爷 talk to me ! i so happy leh ...but ...

where do you come from ?

malaysia .

oh ic , you look lyk vitnamese ..

T__________________T

after that , all my anty & uncle said he nid a spec because they dont think i lok lyk vietnamese gurl ...they said he wan cheat me back to vietnam with him ...haha joking lar ofcz ..

p/s: he really leng zai , lyk 西方国家those ppl , but he told me he is local vietnamese...LOL

sixth day

we came back from mekong river and take the flight at ho chi minh ...when we reach hanoi ady 10 smtg night...the hotel is sooooooooooooooooooooo scary !!ＯＭＧ　．．．whole group of us didnt shower then straight away sleep till the second day ..wtf...SUCH A AIRPORT HOTEL ,IT SUCKS !!!

seventh day

check in early in the morning thn depart at malaysia around 1 pm ...

                                     -----------i LOVE mAlAysIA !! -------------- haha

my room mates =] xing you , keh yen , xin yi , kai yun <3 lucky same room with them , if not i think i will get heart attack ....because de hotel is vryyyyyyyyyy scary !! OMG...

this trip is quite fun & i meet new friends too ...hehe

                                                                           -the end-

p/s : i miss him..

ice-cream cake ! creative rite ?? =p thx to zhicheng ..

my lou po so sweet hor ?? hehe

yesterday , zhi cheng organised an outing for my beloved lou po , carmen jie a.k.a men arh men ...haha because her birthday is near , on 13th oct ...=] (zhi cheng , carmen , me , homeng , blank , yew yau , hong yang , xiau sheng , yik hou , ah fai , ah tong , wai long , chang shyan  .zheng hui ) we watched "devil" before we have our dinner ...OMG ...although it is not 18pl ...but almost the ending was so scary !! the grandma so scary , her eyes was black and keep looking at u...T.T tat carmen keep stay awat\y from me because she say i scared her ...hahaha ...because carmen dun lyk to eat cake , so zhi cheng them had "made" an ice-cream cake for carmen ...zhi cheng is sick but he finish the whole plate ice-cream ...carmen was so touch ...i would like to thanks all of them for helping my lou po celebrate ...hehe i had fun tat day  too =p

p/s: 1st time so late go back home ..=p

我和我的新婚老婆（依凌）＝ｐ

我们组仅有的男生（１１女生，　５男生）

第七组！！与漂亮，可爱的辅导员和站长。。＜３

我们夫妻俩跟辅导员愍恩，以庭。。＝］

我们组的校花校草，俊业跟依凌．．＝］

性感二人组，彤瑾和绮敏．．嘻嘻

我们跟营长．．＝］扮可爱咧．．哈哈

还有超多照片的，懒惰ｕｐｌｏａｄ．．＝ｐ这个成长营时期我去过的营之中最好玩的！嘻嘻虽然我去过的营用五只手指就可以数得出来，可是真的很好玩，我明年一定会在参加的！等我～～话说会来，真的要谢谢我亲爱的表姐介绍我去这个营，他还帮我那表格呢。。真是用心，反而我齐乃的表哥何家伟就没去到啦．．可惜ｉｎｇ．．．当我一到那里就被告知我是属于第七组的，住在第六间女生宿舍．．６，７都是我喜欢的数字。。＝］已开始就有很好的预感．．我做了一个很疯狂的决定（至少对我来说＞＜）我竟然自荐但第七组的组长，而国雄则当副组长．．我超佩服我自己的！哈哈

第七组：光芒万丈＝］

口号：光芒万丈你最好，

　　　光芒万丈你最棒，

　　　光芒万丈侯赛雷，　

　　　光芒万丈ｗｅ　ａｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｅｓｔ　。

　　　ｙｅａｈ～＝ｐ

辅导员：愍恩，以庭。

组员：贝琦，依凌（蔡依琳），俊业，永辉，佩恩，国雄（大雄），彤瑾，承宇，俊源（ｓｍｓ　ｚａｉ），曜琪，婷雯，　浈玮，　　　　　　　　　　　心颐，绮敏，家伟，ｘｘ（对不起，我忘了你的名字＞＜）

这三天两夜真的很好玩，我也知道我可以在陌生的环境好好的生存！哈哈因为我在那里除了祖恩以外就没有认识的人了．．还有我弟弟。。差点忘了他。。＝ｐ

Lou Po, I Miss You So Much. I really do. ):

2 weeks of holiday and today its just the 6th day, can't see you for so long, i really no mood to do everything. Account tuition that time totally no mood. I call you almost everyday,its not enough that i just listening to your voice, i wish i could see you, i wish i could have you beside me everyday especially at night. Haih. And i wanna apologize that i always remain silence when we in a phone call, because i really no that mood to speak to you, i'm trying to keng gai with you but i really too miss you that i dont know what to say. -.='' lame excuse hor?? . . . . . .


You went to camp this morning, 3days. Omg. I couldn't imagine how much that I'll miss you after i graduate. After this school holiday, I wanna appreciate everyday every minute every second with you, I really wanna be with you. I hope that you also miss me like I do. I wish that you can be my side everynight so that i can touch you, hug you and kiss you. I love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL ! =] become older lorh...haha wish you all the best in your sweet 16 !

today i and carmen gave khai a belated birthday present , bottle ...hope he like it ! hehe today after wedding dress , i , carmen & xs king gai at the squash room there ..omg ...my dance damn weird leh ...>< haih ...today homeng told me smtg , i stunned for 5 seconds ...OMG !

we went jie yang house to watch fifa world cup final ~

so fun man ..haha

they after watching cheer competition straight away go jie yang house , i joined them around 9pm...

some of us chiong k , watch " vampire suck" (the story line like twilight but very funny &zadou) =p

we chiong k chiong dao very high and syeok ...haha

when we are watchin the final match , we seperated into two groups which support holland or spain ...

we bet a breakfast before school ...at the end holland lost !! me , jie yang , yu sheng , yu qian , chen yang

lost ! we owe them a set of breakfast ..hehe

we didnt sleep for the whole night ...the second day our class was so quiet ! haha because the noisiest gang in our class all fall asleep !! haha

me too...i even slept in MR.Ho period ! omg...

it is very fun !! i hope to stay over night again in someone hse agn ! hahaha

有个男生他刚失恋，他就去庙里找一位和尚，他进了和尚的房间，坐了下来就跟和尚说我今天已经跟我女朋友分手了，
他跟和尚说：我放不下他，我放不下这段感情。那位和尚什么也没说，就叫他拿着茶杯，和尚就倒茶给他，一直倒一直倒，
倒到满了出来，弄到男生的手很痛，那个男生就放开手，过后和尚就跟他说，你痛你就会把茶杯放下来，
为什么不能放下这段感情呢？？男生终于明白了。。。你能明白吗？？

我忘了从哪里读到这个故事，觉得很有意思..我终于明白了..哈哈..可是放下它， 这份感情会不会被遗忘呢？？我不想忘记任何一段感情，更何况是我珍惜的..我觉得我越来越不会表达我自己了..哈哈我一直以为我是个坦率的人..原来我不是..女生是不是都是这样？口是心非？或者他们不会表达？好矛盾。。

i suddenly love this song de lyrics...it is so meaningful...because bell sang in the class...<3

知人知面不知心！

start from today carmen go miss tan tuition again !! =] i please miss tan to keep it as a secret because i wanna see khai reaction when he saw carmen !! wakakakaka but quite disappointed because he act nothing...but actualy he thought he see wrong..haha cute ...but teacher seem lyk wanna chg the addmath tuition time ...sad ...cz if chg thn carmen cnnt tuition with me again...haih..

(form 3 de photo ..this is de only photo i have...bcz my comp kena virus so all gone ...sobs...)

ytd is teachers's days ...so many performance leh...<3 chee hou & hong yew ...dance sorry sorry ..wow so yeng man ...qi le , jia xi , wai yan them oso dance ...msj play violin ...& CHS IDOLS !! <33333333333 all of them so yeng...carmen's & bell's ears gonna deff ...(bcz i keep shouting =P) vera's voice very sexy ...form1 gals oso very pro...wow ...XD its is so fun ytd ..

this is souvenier that zheng hao bought for me , bell bell , sze le & yee wei ...during the class trip ..wa...so gam dong leh ...reach port dickson still remember us ...haha although bell & sze le dont have 耳洞..as long as he remember us ...XD not lyk jinq xian ...he didnt get anything ...haha haiyoyo ...these days keep rushing for my homework , because i wanna get homework marks for my exam...T.T results ady so bad , must get more marks to "save" my life....program nilam...>< bye ! <3

BY2 - 这叫爱

词曲:Mr.Mars&Miko&Yumi

369歌词 风暴 QQ:961140180

爱 从来就没预兆
像感冒 无法预料
why 连呼吸都难熬
难道是我了高烧
好不了

every time look into your eyes
那心跳的律动总对不上节拍
他们说这叫 爱
every time look into your eyes
太多心里话怎么说不出来
烦恼都随着你摇摆
爱你成依赖

还 写着给我的歌
拼凑着
每一篇快乐
怪 竟是模糊音色
难道是我发高烧
怎么了

every time look into your eyes
那心跳的律动总对不上节拍
他们说这叫 爱
every time look into your eyes
太多心里话怎么说不出来
烦恼都随着你摇摆
爱你成依赖

放不开
不明白这是爱的太早
还是太快

every time look into your eyes
那心跳的律动总对不上节拍
他们说这叫 爱
every time look into your eyes
太多心里话怎么说不出来
烦恼都随着你摇摆
爱你成依赖
——=END=——

what you get is what you done ....DAISEI !

11th june went out with carmen , bell bell , seng ei , khairul , wen wei , fang shuain , pei ru , rachel ...XD this is the 1st time went out with them ...bought two present for seng ei & homeng ...hope thy lyk it..

me & miss bell ~

me and a dao gei ~~ as bell said : she 1st time bring a little brother go out..hahaha

me & wen wei~ we took many many photos ..but deleted all ...at the end fui jor...keep this ..haha

me & fang shuain ~ smile till so "mian qiang" ...

ｍｅ　＆　ｋｈａｉｒｕｌ　～ｈｉｍ　ａ　．．．ｓｐｅｅｃｈｌｅｓｓ．．．ｈａｈａ

ｒａｃｈｅｌ　＆ｐｅｉ　ｒｕ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｈｏｍｅ　ｅａｒｌｉｅｒ　ｓｏ　ｉ　ｄｉｎ　ｔａｋｅ　ｄａｏ　ｐｈｏｔｏ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅｍ　＞＜　ｃａｒｍｅｎ　ｏｓｏ　！！　

 刚刚从taman negara回来，在我还没有去之前，我对它可以说是一点好感也没有..可是去了之后才发现它其实很好玩..<3虽然它没有其他国家或地方先进,可是就因为它保留了那大自然的气息，与没有受到污染的风景才吸引了许多外国游客到我那里游玩..taman negara处于马来西亚独有的热带雨林里,由于在深山里，所以并没有许多蚊子，可是就因为它处于深山，那里的树木特别高大，空气特别清新，环境特别优美..除此之外，我们还乘搭快艇到一个瀑布，沿途中的风景真的美不胜收，跟我常去的海边有不一样的风格，可是却让我有一样的心情---惊叹...(应该没有那么夸张啦，不过差不多了）因为我没有想到在大树林与河流可以制造出让人眼前一亮的景色..因为之前我把它想象成是一个很原始的地方,结果我错了..taman negara 的四天三夜之旅真得很不错，很有挑战性...

p/s:有很多外国美女，帅哥和可爱的小孩！<3

holidays was boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg !! ><  since holidays started , i realised something is changing ...haha its change to a better way ...i guess XD this friday pei yein is calling me out , but i cant go ...due to some first come first serve reasons ...SRY ...but i think without me , the outing will as usual ...everybody was happy ..HAVE FUN YA ! my mum told me something , she told me that my dad dont like my attitude O.O they said my attitude became worse these years ..become rude , dont respect people ...okay..i admit sometimes i did...but why they dont check their attitude when they talk to me ?? haih...parents are always right ...speechless...moodlesss....sienz....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

yesterday i went to joo ern's house overnight because saturday her school got carnival ...wow..she gave me a big suprise ! her room got new apple laptop which worth RM3000++ , psp , lcd in her room and a new camera ...XDDDDDDDDDDD i whole night was palyin wiht her laptop ..haha besides ..i saw my aunt bought a lot of " fake hair " (jia fa) because i m very curious how i look like if i with a long + straight hair ...plus that time nothing to do ..i felt that not bad leh ..haha i know now a days i become very perasan jor ...XPPPP  

p/s: apple laptop damn leng !!! XDD i hope i can get one !! (i wish my parents will see this post! ) hahaha

today stay back at school because ti lun wanna teach us chemistry ! haha

but we have our lunch used 1hour ++ i nid to go home at 3pm bt we 2.30 oni start de "discussion".

at the beginning , we really discuss about chemist , but before i went home , they are chattin about other country ...==i duno after i went back did they study about chemist ...haha

after tehis comin exam , carmen is going to chg to art class because she realise she lyk art and hate science ! haha so she cnnt tuition phusics with me , those people who tuition with us damn "bu she de" carmen because if carmen gone , no leng lui can gap ...especialy ____ ...hahaha so a ...i think i will fetch carmen to tuition general science ...XDDDD faster thx me !! XP

i say hijau you say rocks ! hijau rocks ! hijau rockx! hijau rocks rocks rocks!!

i missed the time we stay after skul for practising macrhing veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy much !! T.T i miss kang yee , celine , jan sen , kheng aik , sukesh , amanda, aihua .....and many many things ! lucky i joined the marchin team tis year, if nt i sure will REGRET !! haha i think form 1 -form 4 ..tis time i m most active in joining skul activity ..XD HIJAU MARCHIN TEAM GET NO.3 ! HAHA NOT TOO BAD LO ..kheng aik promised to belanja us ...haha buffet!! (i oso nt sr)